Saturday, December 2, 2023

 The day ends and the night falls. Now is the time my terrors manifest and my fear crawls. I stand tall and I take a look around. Peace and prosperity are nowhere to be found. 

I take a deep breath and I let out a big sigh. Pushing myself to come off my recent win's high. Closing my eyes I try to see my future unfold. Trying my hardest to create a story untold. 

 No matter where I am what matters is where I end. For that is the norm that is the latest trend.

 Legends have always won and false prophets have always lost. The glory of victory always comes with a cost. 






Wednesday, July 13, 2022

Of struggles and muggles

 

Struggle struggle struggle. You're only muggle muggle muggle. 

Run up and run down. All your feelings running all over town.

Facing feelings with a smile and not a frown. Staying afloat and not trying not to drown.

Wipe away those tears feel no pain. Trying not to lose and trying only to gain. People calling you humble people feeling you're vain. 

Nobody knowing what you've lost or what you have gained. 

That's life my friend I tell you this straight. To get to the next destination before you have to wait.

Everyday i lose a bit of myself. Everyday you lose a bit of yours. Running through the darkness passing through the hours.

Everyday i kneel down and I pray. That a part of me I won't lose and will stay. 

Between each night and between each day. All I hope for is for my heart will hear what I have to say. 

As the day ends my vision gets blurred. As the day ends all I hope is to be heard. 

My emotions take a toll my heart leaves me stunned. My soul leaves my body making me feel shunned. 

Morning comes at dawn's first light. My vision blurred tries to catch first sight. Of the night passed dreaming. 

Of my heart still screaming. Of finding peace of finding solace. Of another day in this god damned rat race.

Of Angels, Love and Light

My angel stirs and the world around me blurs. All i hear is her sweet voice.All i see is her blinding light. All i need is for her to say it's alright.

Pulling me towards the truth. Beckoning me towards what I feel is right. All i need is her love. All i need is her tonight. For tomorrow i stand tall, tomorrow i fight. 

Our love is eternal, Our love is a forever bliss, Our love is unending with that one unshared kiss. 

My friend I tell you life is just so tragic. Without your touch without your magic.

My eyes search for you. My soul wants you near. Wants you to tell me I'm all you hold dear.

Suddenly my body stirs and I'm lying wide awake. My dream made me feel like everything's a piece of cake.

Thursday, September 5, 2013

Dreams

Dreams; they speak of a world unknown,
Yet we hold on to them as if they are our own.

To call a spade as a spade; we need to open
our eyes and move out of the shade.
To know what is true and to know what is right,
To not give up and end; without a fight.
Work our way out of all of this muck,
To learn when and how to not give a fuck.

Open your eyes my friend life is here,
It is all your's and it sways where you steer

Sunday, July 4, 2010

miracles

MIRACLES

the word in itself, holds many variations for many.
to some, it brings relief, a smile upon their face as they are transported back
to that one moment, when everythin was on the line and just one event that
occured intentionally or unintentionally, just did it for them

and then again ,for some it brings a crease upon their forehead. they pray for one
to occur, an event that will change their situation and turn their life around.
one that will finally bring them to a general state of peace, a calmness of the mind that they
have been waiting for, hoping for.

their eyes, deep and dark, with that tiny glimmer of hope search around them for one small
sight, that one small thing they want so badly. every breath flowing in and out thrusts them toward
that one little thing. their sole purpose in life. to find succour, to find happiness. to find that one misssing
peice in the jigsaw of life that will really fit, which will finally complete them. till that moment they tread
upon this earth walking around in search. the search which will take them places, one that will drive them to push
their bodies and their souls and test their limits.

the search that begins with a desire to attain what we hope for. what we want for ourselves in our lives.
some get it, while some get crushed in the mundane drudgeries of life. pushed to make choices they didnt want
to make .pushed to actions not meant to be initiated. dragged around in their quest they pray for that one
miracle.they look at the skies with empty eyes. they wait for their miracle, their much awaited surprise.


-S.S.